Dream: The first dream about the devil was so real. I sleep on the couch downstairs in the living room and in my dream I woke up and could feel a massive negative energy breathing on my neck, I knew it was evil and was looking at my sons stuffed tiger infront of me, worried that the negative entity would make it attack me so I yelled ' you are not welcome here! Get out! You are not welcome in my home!' At that moment I hit the tiger then I awoke terrified to go back to sleep.
Last night I dreamt that a kind of rock colored demon face appeared infront of my face while sleeping on the couch. It was about 2 feet in front of me with the background dark around it. I could feel it's evil energy so I screamed ' you are not welcome here! Get out of my house! Your are not welcome here!' All the while swinging my arms and throwing fists at it. Then I woke up but I was so tired it felt like I was being drug back into sleep forcefully and I know that if I went back to sleep I would again face this demon so I forced myself to get up off the couch. Sometimes before I go to sleep I could feel that negative energy coming and I know if I go to sleep something I cannot see will try to suffocate me and paralyze me in my sleep. When this happened before I prayed to GOD to help me but was left to defend myself and I know that GOD is allmighty and can easily help me but when he doesn't it breaks my belief in the power of prayer and as I write this I can't help but cry because I don't want to be weakened by the Devils scare tactics but this is exactly what is happening
Significant Life Events: My husband has been blatantly lying to me about money. He's gotten $4200 from my half of the stimulus, his $8200 income tax money and more stimulus money but hasn't paid the rent in 5 months. He isn't saying where the money went and he gets paid $22.75 an hour working 40 a week w/ overtime! Our rent is under $1500, electric bill is $99, and cable is around $250. When I try to ask him he gets angry and yells and stomps off upstairs to his room.
Background: I am a 42 year old Alaskan Native and home maker. I have 3 boys, two are pre teens and one is a teenager and I've also been married for 11 years but haven't slept next to in 3 years. I am just starting a small dream catcher business with my sister in which I make them and she sells them.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Yes I am on depression medication and have been now for 6+ years.
Location: I live in Anchorage Alaska and have lived here for 20 years.
Feelings About People: I'm honestly worried about my faith but I feel their is so much more to the meaning behind them.
Relationship Status: Married
When And How Often: Yes reaccuring dream, different face and place but same bad energy. This is the 2 time in two months but having bad dreams of unseen evil energy has been happening now and again for a few years