Dream: My daughter,the dog, and myself drive to a secret entrance to a home. I have been there, in dreams before.We go through the passageway into the home and out the front door. The dog takes off running, into a residential area. I am standing there waiting for them when a Horned Owl falls from the sky and hits the ground to the right of me. I feel bad for it and move closer to see if I can help. He shoots poison needles at me as I move closer. I move back and start taking the needles out of my arm and back where I had shielded myself.
We(daughter, dog and I) then go on to a shopping area, where I believe we were heading. Seemed like a Mall. We were going to the San Francisco Music Box Store and I went in a busy restaurant alone. I put out a cigarette before going in and notice my arm is swelled and has white lines though the red swelling.
I sit down, alone and two women were standing by the table I sat at,talking about the weather and what the moon was doing. I told them I could tell them what the moon was doing and told them there was just a new moon with a full moon coming up. As I started to tell them more,my throat swelled and I couldn't breathe. I tried to call my daughter, but her name wouldn't come out. I started to seize, and woke up, calling my daughter's name.
Significant Life Events: the current choices I am making in my life and my responsibilities to my children.
Problems with money, boyfriend, work.
My boyfriend is an alcoholic and I accept his choice, but have problems with his forgetting things we've talked about when he is drinking and his indifference to me when he drinks. My daughter is 16, and I feel she doesn't try to help out around the house (typical)or see that I need her help at times.
Background: I am a 48 year old woman and work as a book keeper.
Mental Illness Or Depression: No, although I am going through early menopause
Location: I live 15 minutes form town in the backwoods of WV
Feelings About People: I love my daughter and we do have a good relationship, I feel she doesn't respect me.
The dog used to go everywhere with me, but now I can't take her to my job.
Relationship Status: In a relationship
When And How Often: I woke at 4:15am and fell back asleep about 5:00am then woke calling her name about 7:15 am