Last night I prayed to God for me to whitness a miracle he would do for either me or some one else. Besides this i prayed that I would dream about the person that loves me, one who's waiting for me, my soulmate.
So i went to sleep and I had a weird dream.. I dremt over my exboyfriend with wich I was only together for 2 months we broke up on his birthday, it was too much drama.. During the break up he said he really hated me. Those words did really hurt me but I just layd it all to God perhaps, if I have Jesus, why would i need a boyfriend? God is my lover, best friend and creator. But still I cried.
The Holy Spirit always tell's me, you can cry, but make sure if you're done with crying you dont cry for this anymore. DONT cry for someone who says he hates you, it will only steal your happiness.
So in the dream I started talking to him, i can rerely remember everything but i started talking to him I said hi and he says hi, is asked him how he was doing and he said fine i said why are you talking to me? i tought you hated me he said no i wass just upset because of the whole situation. I asked if we could still be friends, we dont have to be lovers but just the feeling would make me happy to even be able to talk normal to each other. Just like it was before all the drama. He said fine, and we were friends in my dream. Once we accidentally kissed, we did not mean to so we started laughing about it and changed the subject. It was akwardly silent and we looked at each other, and started kissing. I dont remember the end, I tought he came to meet my parents and I met his.
SERIOUSLY GUYS???? I DONT KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?
I ASKED GOD FOR A DREAM AND HE GAVE ME THIS.. BUT HE REALLY HURTED ME
At the moment I am really confused. It is Sunday and I did not go to church, so i decided to fast for/about my exboyfriend, that God will open my eyes and i will be able to understand this dream. Also I prayed that if God allows us to come together again that he will talk to me this week. Before my birthday, on my bithday or at next Sunday. I have so much faith in it and i believe that what ever happens our God is an NEVER failing God. He will never let me down. He is always by my side no mather what even if i sin. Also i am fasting for my miracle prayer.
I AM JUST A GIRL OF 15 YEARS THIS WEEK BECOMING 16! on the 19th of november.
PLEACE, I NEED SOME ADVICE!