Dream: me and this man were on a train together and the train crashed. he was knocked out and i could not revive him so i went to seek help. on the way i ran into his daughter and i asked her where is her mother and said that her mother is dead and looked at me as if i should know that.
the man i was on the train with is a man i have been having an online relationship with. he is married and has a daughter.
Significant Life Events: i have been having on online relationship with an old friend who is married and lives in another state.
this has been going on for about 6 months now, we are in contact daily, via instant messaging mostly. i want us to get together, he seems to want to as well but cant seem to commit to a time to do this.
he does not talk about his wife at all, and when i try to talke about his marital situation he always says im asking too many questions, and is not very open with me at all.
so i am finding myself attached to him but frustrated at his inability to be more open and to make some time to see me. i am worried that he is not going to see me and maybe never intended to.
Background: i am a 48 year old female, i am black and hispanic and i am currently unemployed but going to school.
Mental Illness Or Depression: no
Location: i live in buffalo. n.y.
Feelings About People: i feel like i am falling in love with the man in the dream, but confused about where i stand .
Relationship Status: single
When And How Often: it occurred just recently and it is not recurring