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Helppp! another Ex dream and broken bones i cant figure it o

PostPosted: February 7th, 2015, 5:36 pm
by liz v
The dream started out with me going to a park to meetup with my ex. It was night time, a still-kind of darkness, oak trees stuck out a bit more, and we drove home. He had a bruised eye and a broken jaw and I was taking care of him, and it was kind of like we were together again.

Scene changes. Its still night, but I'm at a brightly lit gas station. Its empty and old. I'm outside, and I notice the ground is mostly dry dirt. I walk around a bit and the dream changes again.

Now I'm riding a bike with my dad and brother in the neighborhood, its hot and sunny outside. A lady comes up to me, she's wearing glasses, looks middle aged, somewhat thin, and she's got a broken leg. I carry to her neighborhood nearby and through a house with no glass in the windows, the walls are all white, and the ground around the house is all dirt. There is a military couple in the house in their uniforms, and a shrunken man following us who is nice and spills noodles on a little table dish. Then we stand outside on the cement porch and it ends.

Background info:
Ex & current: I'm in a relationship with a guy I love and care for, but don't see myself settling down with. I don't want to breakup with him and hurt him because he is so attached and I don't want to leave him because he's a great attentive charming loving guy but my ex came back a month ago and I told him I couldn't talk to him anymore. He stopped talking to me, on good terms, then a month later he comes back again. I haven't talked to him but I thought if I had a chance to do that over, I would have at least met up with him at that park and had a real-talk. We had both seen ourselves settling down together if it went that far.

Dad and brother:
I haven't been that close to my brother or dad in the past few years, even though I live with them. Im friendly with my dad and trying to be there for my dad through a divorce my parents are going through. Everyone is civil.

Mental: I have anxiety and depression (diagnosed moderate)

I usually feel like I run in circles relationship-wise and don't want to make the same mistake. I think maybe I should settle with someone who loves me very much and I know wouldn't leave me instead of go with someone I really loved for something that may or may not work.

Sorry for all that drama by the way just figured that might be relevant. So yeah help me out please!!