by cupcakes on December 18th, 2014, 7:01 pm
I keep having a recurring dream that my current boyfriend either cheats on me or leaves me (out of the blue, just packs up his stuff and leaves. Unable to contact him and even his parents don't know where he is). Soon after this I go to work into which I start speaking with one of my friends and he offers me comforting, I say no and life carries on. Then he runs into me around town and I'm a mess so he takes me back to mine and looks after me, then the wild and amazing sex follows. However. It keeps happening. A relationship does not follow, just random and casual sex. At least every other day. Meanwhile the entire time this is going on, I am still trying to get in contact with my boyfriend and find him, I still have feelings for him in the dream but was still sleeping with this friend. However now I feel bad around my boyfriend, can't be with my boyfriend in an intimate way and can hardly speak with my friend, but whenever we do it turns into flirting and I get uncomfortable and walk away. Someone please tell me what is going on?! Was my relationship lacking in sex and is that why I started dreaming this or am I attracted to this friend? Help please?!