it is the only dream which has affected me so much .
our group went to an adventure (trip). there i saw a dream about that senior girl ,-- i was kind of pleasuring her and then the whole scene changed i knew she was pregnant and felt a very deep affection and responsibility towards her ,then a kind of thought came into my mind as if had many responsibilities and decided to finish my studies early so i can support both of us and our child ,then again scene channged i was showing her my hometown and then finally dream was over .,......... ,. from that day onward i felt a deep affection for the girl i had never thought that way ,instead of gadgety dreams i started to see this girl talked to her(in dreams) ,which was KIND of lucid ...... i have absolutely no idea about this incident........... 1 year has passed and i am unable to move on , i mean i have refused to 2 girls for being in relationship , and i don't have any inner drive to get into relationship i mean i have now become emotionally dead(in terms of everything--happiness ,sadness, EMPATHY) .......
PS--(both of us were kind of fond of each other during the trip-{before the trip we barely talked and this change(fond of each other) was after that strange dream}
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME OUT