by Kiki on June 17th, 2014, 8:15 am
I had a dream last night that I was in the bathroom, crying inconsolably, I wanted to look in the mirror but the steam from the bath made it impossible to see myself, I wanted to wipe away the steam from the mirror but I couldn't bring myself to do it, I didn't want to see the person in the reflection. I slid down the wall onto the wet floor still fully dressed but the steam was making it hard to breath I felt a twinge in my mouth not a painful twinge, when I bought my fingers to my mouth my vang on the right came loose and was in my hand, I felt scared and a disappointment the need to hide it from whatever or whoever was behind the locked bathroom door within seconds there was three knocks and I froze I couldn't move all I kept whispering between tears was please don't take them, please don't hurt them, I won't hurt anyone ever again. Then there was just a snigger and then anger just came over me pure anger, hatred and I got up and smashed the mirror whilst screaming you can't take them I won't let it..... That's when I woke up in sweats feeling nothing but darkness and numb.