Dream: So I was with this guy who I'm in the internet relationship with, we were in a park not too packed with descent weather.suddenly these two elderly people, a woman and man offered to play frisbee with us, they threw the frisbee to us (I don't know who) and I don't know who they threw it to (either me or him) then I tried to distract him from catching the frisbee playfully and ended up kissing his left cheek numerously, but for some reason I couldn't kiss properly.
Significant Life Events: I've been thinking about the guy I have a long distance relationship with. We really like each other but I don't think he'll like me in person since I look more attractive behind a screen rather than in real life and the fact of him meeting me has been on my mind for a while since I'm afraid he'll be disappointed and he plans to meet me in February, I've been wondering for a while now to break up with him or not and I don't know whether this dream is trying to tell me something and guide my choices
Background: I'm a 17 year old British girl who is currently a student
Mental Illness Or Depression: Depression and social anxiety (I don't know if these have anything to do with the issue)
Location: London
Feelings About People: My current relationship with this guy is good but I feel like it's false as I don't feel like he would like me in the flesh
Relationship Status: Single
When And How Often: It's occurred once