by Grandama2936 on November 2nd, 2012, 9:38 pm
I feel overwhelmed and don't want to do anything. I'm not sleeping well. I have diabetes and Bipolar disorder, though I'm usually functionally depressed. I got manic and spent money I didn't have. Now I'm in the red. I ate and ate and ate sugar. I help homeschool 5 grandchildren, but I'm having trouble being interested, and I don't feel like Bible Study. I've tried journaling prayer, but I get hyperactive and can't sit still and concentrate. I have restless leg syndrome and I get to the point when I try to sleep that I start jumping and hypervenelating and am just going nuts. I try to read, write,computer whatever and nothing is working. I just keep shoving food in my mouth. I submitted 2 dreams I had 2 weeks ago before this got bad that I know are from God, but haven't received an answer back.