Dream: i dream that my son gave me a large some of money this was after i asked the question what do you have for me he gave the money to me i cried,this was clear this was in my home where am living at now
Significant Life Events: how am i going to servive after husban past where am i going to get money where my mom and i going to live i want to stay in the house where we are now i am renting the man own the house gave me some problem when my husban died saying bad thing about me but i am paying the rent not behind at all.alot of things bills behind in debt no financies, money low, husban took care of everything i just manage everthing.somethine i am fearful but i know the LORD and what he done for me and he have not brought me this for to leave me not or ever, am frustrated with kids they owe me they do not come to help us when we need it they only come when they want something but they are my kids i love them will still love them right or wrong,i am not involve with no one but getting my life in order and close to GOD
Background: female,60,have not worked since1998 i think,i care for my mother i did take of my father too he passed 2010,i was commonlaw married for 31yrs until his death 2012,love sewing ,i am a only child and suffering trying to hold things together,i have three kids of my own and two step kids,and all totaled 18 grandchildrens,8 greatgrands,but biological grandkids only eight.family not strong together since my father passed i was married before for 6yrs the father of my kids,but Willie i was with him 31yrs i miss him i still love him
Mental Illness Or Depression: yes ptsd alot of stree manic depression
Location: united states,georgia,atlanta,fulton county
Feelings About People: we are having differences now the girls of mine about money they owe me, i feel the relationship is good i hold no grudges but i think they do they will keep their children away from me i guess to make me mad but i just ask GOD to help them in all areas of their life
Relationship Status: no not dating i consider myself a widower
When And How Often: 3/21/2013 last night or early morning