Dream: I was in a place with many trees. I had gone there with my mother to get soil for plants I think. While I was getting some my mom said she another tree had better soil and she would help me get it. I followed after her and then suddenly it was dark. I would see her shadow before me and then i my sister was suddenly in the dream. As i was walking i felt she was on my left side and my mother was in front but because it was so dark I told my sister to use her phone flashlight to light up the path. She asked what did I mean or that she couldn't. That's when I realized I wasn't following my mom. I began to hear her calling me from different directions so I didn't know where she really was.
Then suddenly, i was at my house in the dinning room. I recall feeling heavy with grief and my chest hurt from crying. My brother asked if i had seen what had happened to my mom (apparently she was dead) and i couldn't reply. I just started crying. Then I realized the door to another sibling's room was open. From where i was i could see it was dark inside. I felt something evil inside. I was terrified and started to pray. My sister joined me. It felt like i prayed for a long time then the door closed but i was still afraid. Then I believe the door opened again.
I also recall one of my brothers saying i was imaging it but I said that it was real. I told myself that this was not a dream because in that dream i had 'woken up' many times from that same dream thinking it was a dream.
Then I forgot if this is in order but i remember looking at myself in the mirror and I saw an evil face smiling back. It was my own face but it wasn't me. I think i prayed but i was terrified beyond anything.
Then i think someone said 'it was you'. I'm not sure what they meant but i was terrified. maybe i thought it was me the one who killed me mom. I don't know but it was a horrible dream.
This dream scares me because about 3 dreams i have dreamed before have come to pass and i'm afraid something bad might happen to my mom.
Significant Life Events: fears of the future
Background: christian female in her 20s, living in the USA, a student.
Mental Illness Or Depression: anxiety, depression in the past
Location: United states California
Feelings About People: I believe i love my mom greatly. She is my best friend and the one who unites the family. I have a good relationship with my siblings though we don't talk unless we have too but we all love each other.
Relationship Status: single
When And How Often: it happened the night of 4/13/22. I think it's the first time i have dreamed this but i have dreamed of my mom dying before.