Dream: I have been having dreams about being with someone, no one specific, it's different each dream, but at the end of every dream, I tell this person that I don't want to be with them, I want to be with my awake husband (A.H).
They're all very vivid. I don't remember the details, but I remember every feeling. In one dream we were physically intimate. I remember feeling disgusted and uncomfortable and sad, because I didn't want to hurt this person, but all I wanted was to be with A.H.
In another, I was marrying someone. I remember my dress and putting on my makeup with my bridesmaids and the decorations, but I didn't want to hurt the dream fiancé, I just wanted to be with A.H.
I know there have been more, but I don't remember the details of those.
Significant Life Events: Infidelity and how my husband is too good for me
Background: Female, 27
Mental Illness Or Depression: General anxiety and depression
Location: United States
Feelings About People: I love my husband very, very much and I think he is the greatest person in the entire world.
Dream lover- physically repulsed, but I don't know them personally
Dream fiancé- I love them, but platonically. I have a great relationship with them.
Relationship Status: Married
When And How Often: recurring, last night was the last time.