Dream: I was outside sitting down on some white benches. I saw my former crush, Naasem. I told him, 'Naasem you owe me some cookies,' which was said in a seductive voice. Naasem, my former crush replied saying, '....you freak,' I couldn't hear the first part, because he was mumbling. It was almost as if we were friends with benefits. Then, I replied, 'You stupid I'm talking about cookies, everybody loves cookies,' teasingly and I laughed along with many others outside. The second scene of the dream was me riding a bus, someone was talking to me. They said, 'You and him have been through a lot together. You guys had the odds against you and you defied them. You guys are goals!' I replied, 'Yeah, I know right' (Thinking the guy was talking about my former crush and I). All of a sudden, I heard someone say, 'Mar'Shell, you better stop playing with me man and give my money!' I felt the need to protect my brother, so I said 'I'm not playing with you leave my brother alone!' I heard the bus driver say, 'Hey, what's going on back there!' Then, I seen my brother, Mar'Shell standing near a seat on the bus in front of me, he had on a red shirt. I told my brother, 'Hold on, Mar I got this!' Next thing I know is I'm at the back of the bus, sitting across from this unknown guy. I told the guy, 'Leave my brother alone, or I'm getting my sister, she's got hands and hits like a boy, and I got my brother he's about that life. So, stop playing with me!' After, I said that the unknown guy replied, ' I was hoping you said that, see you around.' I looked down at my hands and saw me holding the knives, which I later realized were just butter knives. That was the end of the dream.
Significant Life Events: How I feel about my former crush, what my brother is hiding from me.
Background: I'm 20 years old, female, African American, and unemployed.
Mental Illness Or Depression: I have Bipolar I Disorder.
Location: OH
Feelings About People: I miss my former crush and our relationship is cordial. I love my brother and we are close.
Relationship Status: single
When And How Often: Last Night, and it is not recurring.