Dream: Context: So when I was a kid I would go to this private beach that had a boardwalk for fun military events. There was also this island that took fucking forever to drive to and it was a water park. We only went once because it was something my dad hated.
For some reason the two of them combined and transformed into a school of nightmares for me. I vividly remember having nightmares about how the school makes you leave through a waterslide and how much it scared me.
The Dream:
There were two schools last night. One that was 100% unfamiliar to me and the other being the water park school.
The first one was still a water school and I just wanted to go home but nobody would help me, just stare. I asked for help with putting my phone in a bag so it wouldn't get damaged but everyone just stared in silence. They pushed me along like a school of fish while I was panicking and crying and then eventually one guy grabbed me and threw me off the ledge and suddenly I was in the much more familiar situation of the water park school. Something that had been a reoccurring nightmare for me as a kid. It was more comfortable than the first school and I actually got to talk to people. I actually went down the waterslide. And then a girl helped me swim to shore to meet my friend Kay.
Significant Life Events: Mostly classes. Got yelled at by a teacher today if that's going to help. I don't know what triggered the dream in the past.
Fears and frustrations? I fear my dad more than anyone else in the world and it's gotten worse lately.
My romantic relationship is absolutely incredible. Familial relationships are very rocky.
Background: I am 17, female, and white. I am a student currently but I'm also an artist.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Oh absolutely. I have diagnosed ADHD, Depression, as well as an anxiety disorder.
Location: Mississippi, USA
Feelings About People: The only person I recognized was my friend Kay at the end. I love her to death she's a mother figure for me.
Relationship Status: Dating
When And How Often: I used to have the waterslide part alot as a kid, though it always either ended before I took the slide or I drowned.
I had the dream last night.