Ok, I am freaking out a little. I dream alot, and its usually vivid, and in color - so I'm used to that... but lately I've been dreaming about being asleep and demons or ghosts being in my bedroom. I can't tell if i'm asleep or awake and I can't wake myself up. Make sense?
THe dreams are increasing in intensity. They usually occur when I've slept hard for a few hours and then wake up around 4:00 am and try to get back a little more sleep before waking for the day.
So this morning I woke up too early and tried to make myself go back to sleep for another hour... and I dreamed i was on an airplane, and i was trapped in the cargo area. There were some toys close to me, and it felt like if i could reach down and pick one up something special or magical would happen. I kept straining, stretching and reaching... it seemed impossible but finally I got the first one! I could feel that one was fluffy - like a stuffed animal with hair - I definitely felt hair. And one was plastic with smooth surface. There were also a ball - like a tennis ball.
As soon as i made contact with these things I awoke in my bed (or so i thought... once again I believe I was dreaming that I was asleep - I could see myself in the bed). A friend (platonic - not even a temptation) of mine walked in and began talking to me, and was flirting a little. (So, I know I was dreaming at this point - my friend was not at my house). Then he walked out. In my dream, i had drifted off to sleep again and felt someone touching me under the covers. I thought it was my friend who i trusted, that he had returned.
It was pleasurable but when i turned around to see him, it was a vague white figure -not my friend - trying to have sex with me. I tried to scream and could not! But then I remembered how i had tried to reach the toys, and it felt impossible too but finally got them - so i used the same power and finally did scream - but when I did, i sounded like a demon - it was low and garbled. And when I screamed, I saw the whtie figure fade off into the darkness of my bedroom. I know i was awake to see the white figure disappear. It was large like a human at first, then it just got smaller and smaller until poof it was gone. I also realize that could be my imagination, but i quit trying to go back to sleep after that!
So.... how crazy am i going???? What does any of this mean???