Dream: On my way home, entered home which I didn’t recognise, and was a lot longer and bigger than where I actually live. Saw friends indoors, who I had been wondering where they had got to, on route home.
Went outside of home, next door I widened an ajar door and saw my dad (who is deceased) decorating/hanging blue and white flowery paper.... He was on a stepladder, in what seemed to be a cupboard or storeroom. I thought strange choice of wallpaper, but it was neat, he looked happy with himself (he was a decorator) and I was happy to see him, and happy he seemed chuffed and keeping himself busy??!!!!!!!
Significant Life Events: Lack of funds to complete projects
Experiencing anxiety over personal relationship (am I really in one/will it get better) also relationship strength with children
Background: Aged 58, female - unemployed-medically retired
Mental Illness Or Depression: No
Location: UK
Feelings About People: He is deceased. Lots of Love now, after rebonding.
Had lots of resentment and hurt initially as he left and lived another life in another country... for 20 plus years -
My mother passed 11yrs ago (I’m an only child)
He returned to UK 2014 sick!!!!... I couldn’t turn my back, though friends advised I should do so!! (Mum didn’t bring me up that way)..... I was on my own with the burden. My own health deteriorated. He passed last yr Feb....
I feel I was also given the chance to see his regrets and even some love.
Relationship Status: Single... keep thinking I’m in a relationship, but it keeps stagnating and no stability given.
When And How Often: Last night