Dream: I noticed the eery cloud about 2 days after I had this dream, and have felt uneasy about sleeping, because I am afraid of what it could mean.
The dream was more like a series of photos being taken with a flash that only lit up what was going on in front of me. Half of what I remember feeling as I kept falling in & out of sleep was either extremely angry, or mild confusion & sadness. Everything was very dark but I still didn’t want to open my eyes in the dream. I remember my boyfriends dad (grandpa) & my boyfriends son taking a bath, or being changed for bed, night routine like always, then getting the eary feeling almost turning violent.
As of 2 days ago the dream morphed into my boyfriend being the child, & some overwhelming need to protect him from his father.
Significant Life Events: My 2 year old son who was adopted.
Fear of poverty, safety, frustrations from a young age after I was forced to be independent, frustrations in every day activities
Background: 20, female, Caucasian, unemployed.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Depression
Location: United States, California, Central Valley, Fresno
Feelings About People: I don’t know
Relationship Status: Dating
When And How Often: Started about 1 month ago, reoccurring