Dream: Real life, Mom passed away 2 years ago.
In my dream, I was at her funeral but in a hospital. I was standing some distance from coffin and saw Mom was alive and appeared she just woke up looking around. I made myself up to her coffin and grabbed her while in coffin and kept saying 'Ma, I am sorry, we thought you were dead' yelling I am sorry! She was peaceful & said she has been working and doing stem cell research. (She died of heart & kidney failure.
I left to go get my brother, and my son appeared in my drream. I brought him back to the hospital and I saw a young man, who somehow I knew he was in charge. I said, 'we thought Mom died 2 years ago, he said, I thought it was 3 years, very non nonchalantly, positive, not negative... Nothing else really said.
My phone rang and I woke up. Remembering this dream, I don't remember dreams, I wrote down what I remembered, and this is the first time she has come to me since she passed 2 years ago.
Significant Life Events: I've been juggling trying to buy a home & close by end of August plus get my son back to college and not being able to apply for a Parent Plus Loan. The home I am purchasing allows me to have income potential to pay for my son's college. That has been the plan for several months, it just took awhile to find the right property. A complete miracle happened this morning. Last night, we applied for a student loan by himself, without a co-signer, because I am unable to apply because of getting a mortgage. While on the phone with the University, the loan came through 100% approved without a co-signer. Only because I put him on my credit card over a year ago for emergencies while away at college & to build his credit.
Background: Single Mom, 46, a lot of financial hardships trying to raise my boys in the past years. I finished college myself in 2017, then promoted to a Paralegal at my job in 2018. We were homeless in 2014. I don't give up on anything until I know I have exhausted all possible options.
Mental Illness Or Depression: None
Location: United States
Feelings About People: My Mom, was and is still my rock. Our relationship was so so many years back, but I understand why now, and it had all to do with the evil of my father. I recently let go of all the evil of my Father has brought me and my brother our entire lives. Its has been like a complete burden lifted off my shoulders. Same with my brother. My Mom raised us, worked 7 days a week to make sure she provided for us, and I am the Mother, and the strong woman I am today, because of her and my Grandmother who helped raise us.
Relationship Status: I recently got engaged.
When And How Often: Last night was the first time I dreamed of Ma since she passed.