Dream: Before I explain my dream I want to explain what happened to me in real life.
When i was a little girl I got kidnapped at the age of 9. I was missing for 9 days.
So in my dream I was my spouse looking for me after I got taken. Reliving it all but as my spouse searching for me. I had no clue where to find me. I was searching for me for days and he found me in the same place where I was found when I was a little girl.
Significant Life Events: My spouse has 2 kids from his ex wife and I have not been wanting them to come over. So lately I have been thinking about ways to him that I don't want them to come over. Also been thinking alot how he ignores my messages but answers his ex wifes text messages. Lots of frustrations and questioning. I have been having insecurities with myself lately and feel like he's neglecting me. But really he is not doing that at all.
Background: I'm a 33 year old white female and I'm a PCA
Mental Illness Or Depression: I struggle with bipolar and PTSD
Location: United States Palmer Alaska
Feelings About People: I trust my spouse with my life. I love him more than anything and I make him first priority over anything or anyone. We discuss anything and everything together before we make a decision.
Relationship Status: I am engaged
When And How Often: It's been off and on for the past 2 months.