Dream: The dream starts with me getting news that the . I am very upset and want to rush to the funeral but am unable to make it as I am stopped by her family. I am very close to her and really felt the hurt as though this seems so real. (She is alive).
Then in the same dream my ex-lover is living next door and seems to have carried on with his life but there is no other woman involved. He speaks to me and I am still bitter.
Then there is a baby involved and don't know whose baby it is but I am tending to this baby.
Finally in the dream I travel to India with the work and the baby is still with me.
Significant Life Events: To be able to buy a place for myself and son who is unemployed. On mind is also the feeling to give up but I know I must keep going.
I have many fears as I am often sick and don't know how long I will still work.
I am also frustrated as I borrowed money to a friend and now he is refusing to pay.
I am also very lonely no longer in a relationship for 7 years now.
Background: I am a 55year old female divorcee.
I am a Christian and employed as an Admin
Administrator.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Yes I suffer from migraines, epilepsy anxiety and
depression
Location: I live in Centurion, Gauteng, South Africa
Feelings About People: I was really upset about the neighbours sudden death as she is alive and I am close to her although we are not neighbours anymore.
I got up just thinking about my ex-lover and I longed to be with him and could not get him out of my mind the whole day. I wanted to call him but held back.
I cannot place where the baby fits in maybe its because my daughter-in law told me she was expecting over the weekend gone by
Relationship Status: Single
When And How Often: The dream happened last night 1 July 2019