Dream: I've had the beginning of this dream before....I'm sleeping in my bed in my room in our house. I know that I'm dreaming and then I hear this buzzing noise that is sharp and I'm scared of something....I dont know if it's that I can't wake up or what. It's dark in my dream and I'm screaming and thrashing around trying to wake up. I hear my husband's voice but it's muffled. I think he's trying to wake me up but I can't come out of it. It feels like something is keeping me asleep. Then I 'wake' up but I'm still dreaming. I tell my husband that there is something wrong and I'm going to go to the ER but as I get up out of the bed I fall back under . Everything just goes dark and the loud buzzing noise it back...it feels suffocating and evil. Then I come to again and I tell him to just call an ambulance. He leaves the room to go down stairs to call...and everything goes dark again with the noise. I come to and make it to my bedroom door and I see a dresser on the hallway wall (which in real life isnt there)and the dresser moves down the hall all on its own and I black out again but feel like I'm still moving. I touch the rail that goes around the stairs and everything goes quiet and I know that something happened to my husband and it's bad and the buzzing noise comes back and so does the darkness. Then I finally wake up for real and am so relieved that I was finally awake. I have a friend who believes in spirits and I told her about this dream before and she thinks that its spirits and to tell them to go away. I did that too. I was really freaked out
Significant Life Events: I had a disagreement with my husband a couple times the day the dream occured.
I had gone out with some friends the night before for a couple drinks.
I'm feeling overwhelmed and that household chores and child rearing are falling to me by default. Thinking of adding another child to the family. Frustrated with the lack of help and not knowing how to confront the issue without a blowout fight
Background: 29 year old white female, married with one child, certified massage therapist working in a hospital setting as well as a salon setting,
Mental Illness Or Depression: past history of anxiety and depression
Location: Michigan
Feelings About People: Frustrated and like I cant reach him. I feel like if I wanted out that he wouldnt attempt to stop me. There are good days and bad days as in every relationship. The day of the dream we had fought a couple times.
Relationship Status: Married
When And How Often: Last night. This was the longest it went on. It's recurring.