Dream: I was in a swimming pool with my now ex (who I am still living with)and a guy I like.
In the dream The guy I like has 2 children an ugly baby boy and a cute baby girl (he does not have children in real life)
I am trying to show him I’m a nice person by being tender and playful with his baby boy.
My dream then changed to being in my childhood home with my now ex and his friend who flashes me his penis.
I am enraged! And scream that if he does this again I will pull it off!
I then am trying to flee my old home town but cannot seem to climb a high wall I am in fear.
The dream then shifts to my school I attended from age 5 in this section of my dream I feel treatened and find the body of my now deceased friend (he died trough suicide 1year ago)
I knew him as a teenager he is dead on the stairs of the school I run up the stairs panicked wondering who done this to him. But also maybe afraid I will get caught myself for the murder?
I have also had dreams of tigers white and black ones and I have to them hide a portaloo.
I have also had a dream of ice skating well on a tarred road with a guy I like.
Significant Life Events: Breaking up with my best friend/ boyfriend.
We’ve been together for 5 years but realistically we’ve never been in love with each other never REALLY been in a romantic relationship. Only friendship. We both needed help from one another
I’m Afraid to move home to overpowering family. As I feel like my now ex has changed me for the better.
Background: 26, Irish, female,white, manager of holistic centre
Mental Illness Or Depression: Depression maybe
Location: Laois
Feelings About People: My now ex whom I live with- Annoyance, disdain, also Thankfullness.
My deceased friend- Pain and sorrow but also I feel like he may represent me and my father as I feel he reminds me of us both.
Relationship Status: Single ish but living with my ex in his family home as I don’t want to move back in with my own family
When And How Often: It is not reoccurring. I dream every night mostly happy dreams filled with lust and love for people that are not my now ex.