Dream: In my dream; In front of me was a peaceful relaxing body of water with stone all around.I was standing on stone steps taking in the beauty. To my left there were two snakes coiled around a wrought iron stair rail.I remember looking at them and not feeling scared only curious. A boy came to me and asked if I'd like to jump in and swim. I took his hand asking him if he noticed the snakes, He said yes not to worry about them. I started to feel anxious about my surroundings, I noticed a child to my right preparing to jump into the water. I looked into the water to see a snake giving birth while another snake was swimming up ahead with a oppusum. They looked intertwined. I woke up feeling panicked.
Significant Life Events: I'm currently dealing with the loss of my father who died in September 2018. Collecting unemployment benefits December 2018; which I've never experienced until recently. Engaged to be married to a man whom is dealing with his own troubles, we live separately. I'm pressured frequently to move in with him.
Background: I'm a female turning 43 in a few months.
I work in healthcare. I have Native American and Irish roots.
Mental Illness Or Depression: No.
Location: USA NYS.
Feelings About People: I believe the child to my right preparing to jump into the water was mine.
I remember feeling deep concern.I was divided and the young man was to my left holding my hand and the child was to my far right out of my reach.
Relationship Status: Engaged to be married.
When And How Often: Two nights ago.