Dream: The way the dream happens varies but they all end up with the same thing happening. The majority of them begin with me kissing or making out with who I think is my girlfriend, but when I pull away I see that it’s not her. I try to break away from the person but they hold me down and rape me and I try to fight them off but can’t. It’s always the same person, it’s a girl every time but I can’t ever see or remember her face. One time the dream included me confronting her and asking what she wanted from me and she said she was in love with me then started to rape me again. I feel really scared and anxious in the dream, and extreme guilt thinking that I cheated on my girlfriend without having control of it. I have it almost every night.
Significant Life Events: The dream repeats, the things on my mind vary. Fears would be being not good enough for my girlfriend, fear of rape, being stalked
Background: 17, girl, lesbian (in a relationship)
Mental Illness Or Depression: Depression, anxiety
Location: Nevada
Feelings About People: I don’t know who the girl is in the dream so I have no relation to her, but my girlfriend and I are in a very strong healthy relationship and have been for 9 months.
Relationship Status: Dating
When And How Often: Reoccurring almost every night for the past 2 - 3 months