Dream: I can't really remember what happened in the beginning and it seems a bit distant but one stand out thing was I was havinging a conversation with someone through a mirror and they were standing behind my left shoulder a bit in the distance. It was like I could only see from the shoulders down but the figure was out of focus. I don't recall what we were talking about but it seemed very casual and comfortable. I could see their figure in the mirror but I wasn't paying close attention to them as I was focused on getting ready and doing my makeup. The mirror was almost like a showgirl station I was sitting at, very glitzy, clean, bright and glamorous. The mirror had lights all around it with a pink boarder. I think I recall necklaces and/or a feathery scarf hanging over the corner. Also I think there was a poleroud picture stuck on the mirror but it was never in focus and was always looked past. On the table in frontf me there was a range of products that weren't in focus but you could tell that everything had its place. As I was doing my make up it looked really nice and natural. The main couple was pink and it was like I couldn't put enough pink on. I think I was getting ready for an even of some sort because as I got up from the table I was determined to dress up like the pink power puff girl. As I was trying on a this dress it was like a pink middy strapless dress with a thick black band around the waist (the same pattern as the power puff girl) but as I was looking at it when 'I' was trying it in I could only see from the shoulders down and it was like I was looking into the mirror and the figure behind me to the left was wearing it.. but it was me
The nature of the dream was very casual and comfortable feeling
Significant Life Events: My two young boys
Improving myself
Establishing deeper connections
Money
Yes! My ex
Background: Ellea Courtney
26
Female
Australian
Stay at home parent
Mental Illness Or Depression: Depression and anxiety
Location: Australia
Victoria
Feelings About People: I think this dream was two versions of me... I'm a bit conflicted whether that's true or not.. although I am always conflicted and second guessing myself. I have a tendency to doubt myself and I'm an empath who wears their heart on their sleeve. Is great but is usually my downfall. Still trying to find a balance and some consistency in my life. I have been doing a lot of self esteem building and it's somewhat been successful, I still have a long way to go. My relationship with myself has been really up and down lately. I can be really hard on myself. I've had a lot of personal growth in the past year but I'm no where near where I want to be. I tend to feel like I push things off because I'm waiting for the right time and dwell over things, especially situations I can not control but feel like it's holding me back or impacting my life in a negative way, which then puts doubt in my head to whether I'm capable which then gets overwhelming and I tend to burry my head in the sand. I often want to be accepted, approved, understood and wanted. I care what people think.. but not all people. If I am treated poorly or spoken down to I take it really hard. I tend to people please and am often treated like a doormat but to people I am close with I can be brutally honest or not hold my tongue when I should, especially when I am speaking out of anger. People are usually drawn to me but not always with good intent
Relationship Status: Single
When And How Often: I had this dream last night. Haven't had a dream like this ever