Dream: Detail: Mall, a small pub, my house, sadness, a male friend of mine, a crush and his 3 buddies(never seen them before), I remember seeing that the pub looked green, and there were flowers of pinks and red in the mall.
I had a dream that my crush was moving away.(in real life, I'd never talked to him). I was very sad that he was moving out of state, I'm only 17, about to turn 18 and we both live in an airforce base. I remember I went to the mall with my mother and I went to make a flower bracelet with red and pink flowers. I saw a friend there, he followed and joined me to make sure I was okay, and then I remember losing my flower bracelet that I made. It made upset. Later I started driving my dad's car, no where in particular(I dont even really drive yet..) but I saw him at a pub (it looked green) with his buddies, so I went home and watched the movers pack their stuff. (We might be grown? I dont think we were though, somehow he got into a pub.) Earlier in the dream, his mom even came to our house before I went to the mall, and talked to my mom. I dont know what they were talking about though. And I thought it was a little awkward.
Significant Life Events: My mom wants me to write a note to him, because he likes me too. I see him at school, he's in two of my classes, but I have terrible anxiety and I am too scared to do anything that involves him. I think it would be awkward to give him a note and then wait for him to come up to me. I at least want to be his friend but I so awkward and shy.
That's my fear, is to talk to the boy I like. And it's frustrating that every hint I give him, he doesn't try to talk to me either. I've never been in love before, but I'd like to feel what it's like.
Background: I am 17 years old, turning 18 in February. I am a female, I am white, and I am just a student in highschool.
Mental Illness Or Depression: I used to suffer from depression, not anymore though. I dont have any mental illnesses that I know of.
Location: Colorado,USA.
Feelings About People: I am super close with my mom, I tell her everything, and we can talk about everything. Damian and I are good friends from school, he approached me when I was a new student. And with the boy I like, we've never talked but I know he likes me and I really like him too. I've never met his mom but I've seen her. And she has been in another dream of mine.
Relationship Status: I'm single, and never been in a long or serious relationship.
When And How Often: It occured on the 13th of October. And it isnt reoccurring but I'll see the guy I like in dreams from time to time.