Dream: I was shot in the forehead trying to take down a shooter that I've never seen in real life. I had a lot of fear and adrenaline overtake me. He was turned around and I went for his blonde hair to pull him down but he shot me. It was surreal as I touched my head, fell down, and died. I remember being scared and sad because I didn't know what death felt like and I wasnt sure what was going to happen.
I blacked out in the dream and it felt like 5 minutes and I was alive again. I instantly started looking for someone to do surgery on me but no one would because it was after hours and I didnt want to sleep because I knew I would die if I did. I said hi to family members and a final goodbye just in case the surgery went bad, not explaining what happened. Eventually I was sat in a chair for surgery and started crying because I was going to be bald or die and the dream ended.
Significant Life Events: I hurt someone I didn't mean to. He's a guy that I've been holding a FwB relationship with until my birthday (we agreed to wait until July).
I did something I cant take back (another guy). We had a very long conversation about it and I'm just afraid he'll leave. The guy I wish to be in a relationship wasnt in the dream but he was my first thought when I woke up.
Background: I'm a late teenager female and I dont want to say too much to keep anonymity.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Yes
Location: Austin, TX
Feelings About People: I dont know the man who shot me. I do know that i visited the family members that i share the most history with to say goodbye, and we are all on good standings.
Relationship Status: Dating
When And How Often: Occured last night. Not recurring.