Dream: In the beginning, I was with my mother and step-father(Dad), I was explaining to them why I left and moved with my real father, they are still currently mad and disappointed in me, which is okay, but anyways It got emotionally wearing, so I left them, I went to a bar to drink away the pain, and I me a guy that was extremely sweet, the one's girls always dream about, pulling out my chair, saying I'm beautiful, buying me a drink, etc. Remember though I still am dating a dif. guy though, but we just aren't seeing one another. Anyways as usual I told him everything about me...I was an easy target for him, an open book, I trusted him like a snap from my finger, obviously he took advantage of me, and left me alone to deal with the pain once again. I felt hurt, and everything in my dream was black and white, I jus remember being embarrassed, feeling lost in who I am/was in the moment, worried that everyone would think less of me, that he would go tell everyone.
Significant Life Events: I have been worried sick about my boyfriend because we aren't seeing each other anymore, for about another week because of current circumstances, I don't wanna be alone.
Background: I am 17, I was raped before...I am a female, and work in a library.
Mental Illness Or Depression: no
Location: I live in the U.S
Feelings About People: I didn't know anyone, but felt extremely open to this guy oddly enough. I wanted him to listen and he did, he's this dream guy right? well wrong, he's like every other guy, nothing different.
Relationship Status: I'm dating
When And How Often: last night, once again, this is the second night in a row that this dream has happened...