Dream: I was in a house, I ran into a room that could have been a restroom, and I shut the door. My brother ran to the door and started to push it open while I pushed it back to keep it from opening. I remember him busting a hole in the door and we could see each other through that hole. All I remember saying was 'you left me when I needed you the most'. He stopped pushing the door, gave me a disappointed look and just walked away.
Significant Life Events: My brother, his 2 year anniversary was on the 18th of January. I'm afraid he may be angry at me, I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong.
Background: I'm 18, female, Hispanic, and I work at a clinic.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Depression and anxiety
Location: California
Feelings About People: My brother passed away in 2016 and it's been a very hard time for me. I found out he had passed away a month after it had happened, and the day I found out was Valentine's day. I love my brother and it's been really hard to cope with his passing. I have a tattoo of his name on my wrist I got last month.
Relationship Status: Talking to someone, not officially dating
When And How Often: It happened maybe 3 weeks ago, I'm not sure.