Dream: I was in my house i grew up in looking out the window. I saw my loved ones kids & adults playing in the beach waves (the house in real life is not on a beach) the sand turned orange mixing w/ the water...like there was turbulence & the waves were getting stronger. I was thinking why are they out there theres a storm brewing! I was panicking. I saw water coming up to the window about to go inside the house. I began to yell hurry up. then i went out on a pier i saw my sister, who died 9 years ago in real life... struggling to get out of the water. she lifted her leg and it was huge. i kept looking at her huge leg thinking I cannot her get out, im not stong enough. She handed me a baby girl like 2/3 years old ( in real life my granddaughter is 2) I took her. ( Also I have been working as a in home health care as a speech therapist for 2/3 years) I then called these men to help my sister out of water & I left. I went inside my bedroom to save my material things to put in car. I went into my closet ( now it was my current house closet) i saw my hsband already took all his clothes out of his closet to the car. his side of closet was empty. my side of closet was full. i went to get my jewelry bag, started taking the jewelry then i noticed my 10 yr old grandaughter standing next to me by her jewelry. I was amazed how her jewlry was shiny sparkling & beautiful like new! I thought oh Im gonna wear her jewelry.
i woke up so mentally exhausted!!
Significant Life Events: the type of online business i shud start. the salvation of my children & grandkids & siblings, spouse. I want them to get stronger in the Lord but they dont go to church. im really sad about it but feel all I can do is pray for them. They think chirch controls people’s minds.& r skeptical. idk they dont go. I think they believe but dont read Bible or persue God.
I also think about losi g my job as a speech therapist, bc of Texas making cuts to medicaid, which funds my job. I need supplement to my retirement bc they just increased our medical ins. not our pay.
Background: female, retired school counselor, speech therapist 2 days a week. i want to persue an online business but not sure what I want to sell. i have ideas ie. purses,
Many of my fam members are not saved so it weighs heavy on my mind. i have 3 grankids - their parents dont go to chrch so I take my grand kids when they stay w/ me.
Mental Illness Or Depression: I used to get minor depression ( not mecicated) just blue, but have worked myself thru it.
Location: san antonio, texas
Feelings About People: luv them but concerned about their salvation. I see them often & have a great relationship w/ them
husband is not a strong faith leader in our home. he recently started going to church w/ me most of the time but doesnt go if I don’t go or if im out of town. He’s not driven to go.
Relationship Status: married
When And How Often: occured one time