Dream: I remember being in a car with my mother, grandmother and grandfather. We went to Panama City in Florida, and exolored. I remember it being night. When I got out bof the car,I turned around and it was a big white empty space with portaits of my mother and grandparents. I went up to it and turned back around to find myself in the same spot with them as they were. We went into a building and I saw two coffins, and I walked up to them, which, to no surprise, were my grandparents. I turned around to my mother, who at the first time having this dream was diagnosed with kidney cancer, and she was laying in a hospital bed. (after her surgery when she was clear she wasn't in a hospital bed anymore). I ran away crying and ran into an empty room filled with all my fears, needles, loose hair, and my abusive ex boyfriend. He comes at me with syringes and I cower and cry. That's when I wake up.
Significant Life Events: School, work, financial situation.
My current boyfriend and I aren't getting along. My ex boyfriend is psychotic and stalking me. My health is SLIGHTLY declining
Background: I'm susannah,20, female, Caucasian, and I'm a part time cashier and part time student
Mental Illness Or Depression: Anxiety, depression and manic
Location: Hendersonville NC United States
Feelings About People: I love some of them deeply.
Relationship Status: Dating
When And How Often: Reoccurring, but different things change depending on life events.