Dream: I had the dream the first time when I was 6 years old. Only at the time it was a horrible night terror. The dream starts with me trying to sooth a distraught friend. We are both men in our mid 20s we both have on some kind of khaki uniform, I am dark hair with a scar across my face , my friend good looking blonde. He is holding a gun , we are in a bunker , he is so depressed about the war that he shoots himself.I watch him blow the back of his head sideways and leave a bloody red patch as he slumps dead to the floor . This is where I wake up and start crying, I am 6, we live in a remote mining town We don't even have tv yet from then on I always dream I am someone else, always chatting or something with people I don't know. I cannot recall a time where I dreamed I was me. I am very curious to understand this, can u help me?
Significant Life Events: This does not pertain, I would think
Background: I am 58 years old, married (happily) retired white female
Mental Illness Or Depression: Yes I did suffer through a bout of depression
Location: Small town very close to Vancouver BC Canada
Feelings About People: I do not know them
Relationship Status: Married
When And How Often: It started around 1966 and the main theme is ever present in every dream I have had since. Me, not myself interacting with people I do not know