Dream: School bus. I’ve been having reoccurring dreams of school busses for a couple of months now. Me missing the bus sometimes chasing after it, me catching the bus, and simply just riding the bus sometimes the bus is short sometimes it’s long sometimes I have to get on another bus that isn’t mine to get home. But this particular dream I got on the bus stayed on the ride all the way to school than when I got off I realized my friend was riding the bus also I asked her “you saw me omgey On the bus why didn’t you come and sit by me” and I don’t remember what her reply was but it was something smart (alec). And that was it I believe it was just a regular day. And I’ve also had a dream of it raining really hard and me chasing the school bus and waiting for it. I’m always in a hurry to get on the school bus no Mather the dream but this one.
Significant Life Events: Struggling with Lust (things of that nature), what to do with my life, how am I going to pay for college, unhappy freindship, stress, suicide. I am not in a relationship and I’m just scared I’d im going to succeed in life since I am the only child. I’m scared of failure. And I have no one to talk to so I just bottle up all my feelings inside. I struggle with loneliness big time.
Background: I am a 16 year old African American female in the eleventh grade. Not employed
Mental Illness Or Depression: No but I might have mild depression
Location: Georgia
Feelings About People: Shes some one I met this year and I don’t know. She’s pretty and gets a lot of attention from guys. She’s nice but sometimes I think she can have hoe tendencies. She’s someone I can really open up to, when we’re together we rarely talk about me. Every conversation is centered around her.
Relationship Status: Single
When And How Often: The school bus is reoccurring not the people in the dream or setting. Sometimes it’s raining, sometimes the bus is far away, sometimes it’s close, sometimes it’s another bus that isn’t originally mine, sometimes it’s night time,sometimes the bus is short, sometimes it’s long.