Dream: i was in my school cafeteria and it was homecoming and i went to the dance with my ex boyfriend but left during the dance for my current boyfriend. People began bitching at me calling me a hoe and saying i didnt deserve to be alive. I threw an after party in my basement where i than hungout with everyone but the two guys. I smoked weed in my bedroom and right as my parents came in i hid it. They never found the weed and i spent the whole day after with my best friend. We went to rite aid and decided we want to smoke more so we called a man who dropped it off in a feild that was suppose to be my front yard but we found he planted plants for me where i than got more high than i believe is possible.
Significant Life Events: my new crush (just began dating) and my recent breakup with my boyfriend who only ever tried to fuck me. Scared of lashing ceomments
Background: 15 female unemployed macedonian
Mental Illness Or Depression: depression anxiety and possible add
Location: milford michigan
Feelings About People: i love my current boyfriend more than anything we dated in the past and i cannot imagine a life without him. My ex boyfriend only ever tried to have sex with me i never truly felt cared for. We broke up 4 days before i began dating my current boyfriend on friday the 13th. me and my ex dont speak
Relationship Status: dating
When And How Often: last tuesday- i ant get it out of my mind