Dream: I dreamnt this man in custody walks in the court room and publicly states that he has been sodomizing my son and goes into details i feel intense emotions and want him dead im crying histeractly and im telling my family what this man did to their brother and i layed my eyes on a knife and picked it up the man got scared i couldnt stop crying.
The pain i felt was like no other i ever felt.my other son was there my daughter the judge attorney court room filled with people.
The bailuff was both holding the man by arms bench a table 12 empty chairs no jury present. Thats all i woke up crying and i just cant stop shaking
Significant Life Events: Issues with insecurity homelessness financial fear of abondonment inadequacies low self esteem etc. etc etc.
Yes im experiecing this issues in my reltionship.And im frustrated with him and i feel bad because im not caring for my son like i should and it gets me mad.
Background: Im a female 60 yrs old hispanic i have a disabled son 42yrs old schizophrenic that i take care of.
Mental Illness Or Depression: Yes
Location: Live USA Stockton California San Joaquin County
Feelings About People: Fairly good but i tend to neglect them when im with problemed relationship.
Relationship Status: Im divorced but still in a relationship with him on and off
When And How Often: First time this morning i had the dream